wannabe-asian

I express my feelings on D.A. so here is what is happening in it ( please excuse the language).     Everyday i see a new person of myself but yet that same person from yesterday is still inside me. THat person has been filled with anger, discomfort, and of course hell. Have you ever felt that you are such a great person for bringing people togather and haveing friend ship. then those fucken bitches become better friends with that person that they just met, then when the group is about to split up those bitches take Autumns side. All i have to say is that i am leaving that hell so that new person of myself is filled with happiness and not r

friends stay with you for a life time so when ever you are in a fight with your best friend just remember this journal entry your friends stay with you for ever and ever one day when you will be in a fight you say to your self who will be my maid of honor who is going to do my math homework and of course you besty is thinking he same thing =, but it is different when she is smarter than you who is going to be the dumb one in the group who is going to clean my room, oh crap what have i done so they go in and talk about it so nexttime when you get in a fight with you best friend just think of at least two things of why she is your best friend

when i go to school each morning i see people all around me, i see that if i was gone they wouldnt care, i say to my self why do i even try to be friends with these people . they allways make me feel bad about myself and i wish i can just rewind to the very begining at sky taver and never had introduced them. sometimes they will go on their own at lunch and leave emiley and me behind. i want to leave so bad but i cant i dont want to tear apart what i have done